Clik here to view.
Wild Nights
[Books] were the world I could lose myself in when the one I was actually living in became too lonely or harsh or difficult to bear. I considered my options. There were only two and they were...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Mixing Up the Routine
One reason I love yoga is that it reminds me of cheerleading. Including a downside, which is how when I first try a routine, I can’t keep up and am like omg I’ll never get this, and everyone is smart...
View ArticleClik here to view.
I Don’t Want To.
One of my favorite scenes ever is from “Felicity’s” “The List.” After a year of pining for Ben and finally getting to be with him, she realizes how much of herself she’s been compromising, just to not...
View ArticleDead Bodies and Bloated Heads
Do you know how many times I’ve thought of dying?Because there are so many.The first time I ever truly thought about killing myself was in the bathroom of my parents’ house back in 1997. I was 22.Then...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Boxer Shorts
It was a sunny day in 1993. My mom was sitting next to her mom on one of those bubbly pool chairs at Smuggler’s Notch in Vermont.She was horrified by my outfit. Do you remember that episode of “Major...
View ArticleCindy Lubbock’s Radio Show
One day, I’ll write another blog about funny things again. But today and others haven’t been those days.And I miss writing. I started blogging in the first place because I wanted to be a voice in the...
View ArticleGardens
And that’s how I choose to remember it.~Rilo KileyI don’t remember why I picture my grandparents’ backyard, the way I do.There were tall rows of corn. His garden was beautiful.Even as a kid I related...
View ArticleClik here to view.
Sunflowers and Snow
I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it.Taylor Swift I wish I’d done everything on Earth with you. F. Scott Fitzgerald (Spoiler warning for the Open Water movies) I used to...
View Article
